I received the monumental opportunity to play King Lear my senior year of high school. The production was decidedly non-conventional, as I am a girl and under the age of 50. The decision to cast a woman in the title role essentially defined the entire direction of the production. The concept was that the world of Lear’s kingdom was entirely dominated by women. Kent was a woman, the Fool was a woman, the three sisters all vigorously dominated their husbands. The whole look of the show was 300 meets Gangs of New York and the set looked like a garbage heap. But what made the production particularly special was that it was performed outdoors in early spring when it wasn’t quite warm yet. During the final dress rehearsal, I remember turning around to see the cast huddled around campfires, wrapped in blankets, clutching their weapons. The world of Lear’s crumbling kingdom was completely real. So on the acting end, all I really had to do was breathe and let that exquisite text fill me and carry me through the play. Lear’s through line is, in fact, very clear. He is a man struggling to keep his head above water. His text constantly fluctuates between crystal clear verse and muddied, mad prose; always fighting for clarity and sanity. And when what is most precious to him (his daughters, his family) betrays him or is taken away from him, he loses the battle.
On the last night of performance, something kind of out of this world happened. We had been battling rain all week, but one the last night, the day was overcast and we even did an anti-rain dance before call. But sure enough, during the actual storm scene raindrops started to fall. My Kent was convinced that I had conjured the rain. It didn’t rain enough to move the production inside, but it did rain at the perfect moments: stopping at the end of the storm sequence, starting again during Lear’s mad scene, starting again during the battle, stopping before the Edgar/Edmund duel,and re-starting as Edmund died and continuing through the end. It was surreal, freezing cold, but completely perfect. And that’s how I remember playing Lear. I’m sure there were imperfections and things I would change now, but that’s not what I remember. I remember the rain.